nicole's home away

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the perfect imperfectionist

Apr 28, 2009

Back to reality

Constantly calling and weirdest phone call experience of my life…. 


my stint as an office dog for about one month and about two weeks in the job… weekends wasn’t too happening, in fact i have been trying to pay back sleeping debts… had a busy last week I guess, not the most pleasant one…

 

just when i thought i could finally sit down to do some things, time is always not on my side.. more often things just pop by to catch me by surprise… and well neednt explain I just don’t feel good sometimes when things happened.

 

Neednt empathize with me bcos I think somehow most things that happened because I caused it to… Nonchalantly I may seem, but perhaps…….. perhaps its just me… I choose to treat a lot of things indifferently, mainly choosing to ignore things…. Cowardice or selfish I may be but you are not me, you will never know how I will feel deep within. Don’t judge someone just because you think or feel how this person is or will be…

 

There will be sometimes where things won’t go your way and it will never be… as a saying goes: what seems maybe seemed, a dream within a dream… I can paint you a beautiful picture, but all will be a facade if I cant finish this piece of art.. sad but true….

 

what I will live by and always will is still this: No expectations no disappointments….


was cam-whoring in front of a nice big piece of mirror rite in front of US (: 


till then~!

Apr 20, 2009

a better world

Received an sms yesterday near midnight… "very sad to inform you that........... "

How short and vulnerable life can be..
How can one simply go jogging and then pass out…
How cruel and pathetic life can be, and how sudden things can happen.

It really hit me hard, it was definitely a real shocker and it sucks..

Now I just hope his families and close friends are taking this easy…..

I pray...


the somewhere that you will be, will treat you good cos the laughters you bring are priceless

Apr 6, 2009

bestest weekends

My weekend this week is totally AWESOME-ness!

It’s really great having a good weekend with happening events.

Met up with someone long time no see… UGH yes I am so glad I met u and I missed U (: haha and we spent like 20 bucks playing in the arcade just to pass time, before catching the show Knowing…

Its really a scary show which impact you thinking… Imagine if you receive a string of numbers that deciphers every significant world disasters. It’s like as if you know that a disaster will befall on this particular date, but you don’t know what it is. All you know is how many people are going to die on this day and when you try to prevent it you cant and no one actually believes you. The graphics are good, very real.

Imagine seeing an air plane crash right in front of you or even a MRT train crashing onto the platform… OMG… as crazy and ridiculous as it sounds, I do believe in people who have the wisdom to predict things and I won’ want to be blessed by this gift, seriously.

Really, I suggest you to watch it… it wont disappoint.

Went out with my niece on Sat.. It was great! I spent 3 long hours sitting down at Border’s café literally catching up with here about everything that I missed out since god knows when… Its like been more den 5 years since I last went out with her (: The silly her kept insisting on treating me. So it was coffee then to shopping…. I really envy her.. she travels out by herself just to pursue her music… its like something different and really interesting.. and I trust that she will make it big some day!

Caught Shinjuku incident- it’s a typical HK triad plot revolving close brotherhood binding, which turned ugly in the end due to greed for more money. A few scenes of disgusting blood shedding moment, otherwise nothing much that I remembered. But the show was okay, I do enjoying watching these kinda HK triads movies thou… one of my pet peeves…


And the well awaited Sunday was really good and DAMN! I heard of Oasis but never a fan of them but boy, when I went down to their concert, I was mesmerized by them! Its like 2 whole hour of hype and great mix of music… Literally, everyone knew every song and started singing along… definitely like an anthem! Took videos of them, and I will post them up soon… together with a lot other random things I yet had time to post…

Was stampede by a whole swarm of Oasis fans… it was really a pain in an arse having people to trample on you and I was in heels and it is uncovered. We were standing in front of the stage and mind you, it was really very hot. I was perspiring like mad!!! Imagine having to crowd with a whole lot of people, and when they start pushing all over, dancing, cramping and squeezing you, you are literally sandwiched. And the best part, all around you are people, esp guys (I don’t know why) and their hair and face covered with beads of perspiration that will just land on you readily… Hot sweaty smelly stinky crowd!!!! UGH..

Overall, it was my first experience standing while watching a concert, although I left with hurting feet and an almost deafened ear, but it is definitely the best!

Apr 3, 2009

mutterings

was sick 2 days ago, finally went to c a doc today. i had a throat infection n a slight fever.. sigh wonder how come i can get sick like 2 times in 3 weeks of my work... ):

i'm looking forward to Oasis coming to town... this sunday! wheee thanks for sponsoring the tickets! heee
bought oasis tshirts from ebay but i think it became a lost mail... grrrr.. pray it comes b4 the concert, but i doubt so, seriously... anyway that's a price to pay when it comes to online shopping and the best part is it is from overseas so i never will know when it will reach me in a case of a lost mail... sigh....

slpt at 7pm yesterday but i just feel seriously lethargic.. oh and Confucian classes, it will be next Sat...

i really need to meet up with my friends, i miss them so much... when will time really be enough for me...