Back to reality

Constantly calling and weirdest phone call experience of my life…. 

my stint as an office dog for about one month and about two weeks in the job… weekends wasn’t too happening, in fact i have been trying to pay back sleeping debts… had a busy last week I guess, not the most pleasant one…

 

just when i thought i could finally sit down to do some things, time is always not on my side.. more often things just pop by to catch me by surprise… and well neednt explain I just don’t feel good sometimes when things happened.

 

Neednt empathize with me bcos I think somehow most things that happened because I caused it to… Nonchalantly I may seem, but perhaps…….. perhaps its just me… I choose to treat a lot of things indifferently, mainly choosing to ignore things…. Cowardice or selfish I may be but you are not me, you will never know how I will feel deep within. Don’t judge someone just because you think or feel how this person is or will be…

 

There will be sometimes where things won’t go your way and it will never be… as a saying goes: what seems maybe seemed, a dream within a dream… I can paint you a beautiful picture, but all will be a facade if I cant finish this piece of art.. sad but true….

 

what I will live by and always will is still this: No expectations no disappointments….

was cam-whoring in front of a nice big piece of mirror rite in front of US (: 

till then~!