white christmas

i just realised it will be Christmas in 18 days....

missed seeing orchard road raffles city streets lights filled with Christmas decorations and the various shopping centres competing for the best decorations, sigh... this is definitely something which i never appreciate or turn to take a second look in the past...

now when i am in here, i think all this makes a difference to the christmas spirits...

i am missing the last min rush shopping for presents... i am missing the crowd which will swarm and crowd during Christmas sales, which something i use to dislike... and the Christmas jingles that will sound in practically all shopping centres... the whole commotion and stampede really, really makes a difference...

sigh my first christmas and my first new year spent away....

the best consolation for me i hope will be a white one.... (:

cant help but to think of this song merry merry christmas... lonely lonely christmas....